When you love someone- Bryan adams

When you love someone - youll do anything
Youll do all the crazy things that you cant explain
Youll shoot the moon - put out the sun
When you love someone

Youll deny the truth - believe a lie
Therell be times that youll believe you can really fly
But your lonely nights - have just begun
When you love someone

When you love someone - youll feel it deep inside
And nothin else can ever change your mind
When you want someone - when you need someone
When you love someone...

When you love someone - youll sacrifice
Youd give it everything you got and you wont think twice
Youd risk it all - no matter what may come
When you love someone
Youll shoot the moon - put out the sun
When you love someone

Confessions of a Shop-a-holic!

I think I have just got into this habit....good / bad...of picking up my purse 'only' and leaving every saturday (I don not prefer Sundays!!)and leave for the market..and return..all exhausted..and with a huge bill besides my hands fully loaded with clothes/books/VCDs/shoes...anything and absolutely evrything..

I think I have entered that category of shopaholics and I think I seriously need to do something about it...I think I should just divert my mind/attention towards something else and that way I might not end up in a mall....

Naaaa...I just love shopping...it makes me feel good...:) and no matter how tired I feel at the end of a loooooooooong day...I am just loving it.. :):):)

Straberries

Don't you think straberries are just great..you know like the most exotic fruits ever!!

I so wanna have them right now...with Icecream..They taste yums!

:):)

This one's for You! :)

Completely personal....solely and completely for the one who is intended receipient of this post...and just to avoid any unneccessary speculations...the intendended receipient would be notified by the blogger :)

Alright...so this one's completely for you..though I did have other means of telling you all that I am about to..rather planning to...as I am not too sure how much of it would be penned down..rather typed out...but still...whatever is left..would either come in Part 2 or well..in person be told!:)

The 1st time we met...I was nervous..though am sure my face didnt show that (I'd like to think that and I am hoping that you would not burst my bubble here!)...And I know you must have found it extremely strange and weird and well..uncommon..that in the situation we were in..rather i was in...I kept on laughing...now don't deny this as you've told me this a 101 times! But, I don't know..I guess the 'ease' was there right from the word go..don't you think :) though we took quite some time to acknowledge this and well..I am 'smart', I knew it before you did..and was more certain about it that you were..and you just can't argue here..can you..;)

But its not about how we met or how long we took..its just bout the complete journey..so far...:)

You know what..actually you do....but I repeat :)..I look up to you (Ok I know just today I talked to you about it..but seriously,...this is the truth!!!!!!) Its like....you have been like an inspiration (no exaggeration here!)...somebody who has taught me a lot...been a guide...been a mentor...been the light :):) (I know its really ornamental..this language..but thats how it is!!)..and I want to thank you for all that and more!

From someone I hardly spoke to...you have graduated quite a bit havent you ;)..graduate????bad choice of word...you've been handed your doctorate ;);)

You know what...I have so much to say...but I relly can't squeeze in the words..rather really cant find the right ones...its just that its been such a wonderfully wonderful journey...that i just so want to tell you how much you mean! Actually..I know you know...but i still want to say this! I want to thank you...for everything,.,...Thank you for being there when I was all lost...Thank you for being there when all I needed was someone to hear me out...Thank you for not being judgemental...Thank you for accepting me as I am...with all my problems and well with my stupidities!Thank you for making me happy when I was all down and out...thank you for making me happier when I already was jumping with joy:)

You've seen the worst of me...you've seen me when I was my 'worst' (Just trying to put in a similar sentence as seen me when i was my best...kindly ignore the inglisch there ;))..The troughs and the crests...we've seen it...Everytime I made the crests deeper..you made the troughs higher..and I thank you for that...:):)

I thank you for being you...and taking me as I am, and thats very tough I know..accepting me with all the flaws! :)

Be the way you are....you are 'almost' perfect..'almost cause there are certain things which you still need to improve at...e.g: you are supposed to 'relax' everywhere else....you still need to improve with...err..well...i know its tough and you can't I am and will always be better at it!..so lets leave the 2nd point...but the 'relaxation' one...it'll be good for you ok...;)

:):)

Maybe a 2nd post just might follow in sometime!:)

Back in time!

Was just going through all  the testimonials written for me/written by me....strange feelin this is...really!!

The testimonials don't just reflect your feelings...but also are like a memorablia of sorts...of your feelings at the moment when you were writing it!

I feel really glad when I read whatever my friends have written...and everytime I read what I have written, I feel the urge to write more...about not just my 'old and gold' friends...but also a few (rare) friends that I have connected with over the past...well...after coll would be a better way of putting it :)

God..when would I stop using blogs just to put forth my 'personal' feelings...look at people around...blogs just seem to be a 'channel' to yap yap and yap about anything and everything...

But I just love it...writing exactly what I feel like...What I want to say...exactly how I want to :)

Post One-2009

Its been so long since i I last wrote something..that this whole feeling is somewhat alien at the moment..this feeling of writing...

Guess, would have to get out of the writer's block..so to say....just that this block has got extended quite a bit this time 'round! This is what jobs do to you huh!! ;-)

The seige!

Though I am writing this many days after what happened...I really don't think I need to explicitely mention the attacks..the place..the time..anything...it is so fresh in the mind of not just every Indian..but the whole world...

I don't understand what is it...what is that 'motiation' so to say..that can actually make a person kill 100s and 1000s....How can they....What has happened to us...to the youngsters..to the future....WHY...

But keeping the 'humanitarian' me out of here...I really  think the Indian in me is all up in arms at the moment...We need to do something substantial...We just cant take  this lying down....We cant! Just cant!!

Jaago India Jaaago....

A call to every Indian....our alarm clock has rung....it has been ringing for quite some time now! Wake up!

Oye Lucky....Lucky Oye.....

It was probably a 3 star movie...though I doubt my 'company' for the movie agrees with me ;)

It definitely does not match the standards of 'Khosla ka ghosla' but it was not all that bad! khosla ka ghosla definitely was a class apart...but this flick was also ok kinds....Even though I again re-iterate that my company absolutely disliked the movie..but i really need to know why! Will take that up offline ;)

My favorite lyrics from the movie-

A B C D Chaida Mainu, Vadi Biddi Chaida Mainu Ctvv Chaida Mainu, Lcd Bhi Chaida Mainu Laal Murseri Chaidi Mainu, Laal Kila Bhi Chaida Mainu Haa Haa Chaida Ho Ho Chaida

:)

As a matter of fact..

Disclaimer: Similarities to 'Anyone'...'Someone' is purely intentional and not co-incidental!!!

I really have been wondering lately what on earth makes people talk the talk??? How can anyone just keep talking just for the heck of it!?? Actually not for the heck of it per say...the talks always are motive driven if nothing else...varied motives people have..some talk 'crap' just to buy time, to sort out some more crap in their head to speak...some to save themselves from the 'self-proclaimed' embarrassment of not knowing something (I really wonder rather than accepting that they don't know something and try and learn it, whats the big 'embarrassment fuss!!)...some trying to cover up something...but most doing it to please those who matter!!

I think I have covered all the categories, I suppose..you can add on a few more..let the experience speak!

But seriously...I think I have realised how I dislike such people and unfortunately I am surrounded by most of them! (No attempts at being politically correct here-for a change!)

I don't get it..why can't we just be normal..why do people have to be so shallow..I mean why can't people talk when they are talked to, required or genuinely know what they are talking about! How can people keep blabbering endlessly without a reason?? 

I believed..and still do when it comes to me...that this kinda behaviour does not take you far..but I guess there are enough reasons around me to prove me otherwise! 

I just hope that I don't falter and lose track!

Disclaimer: The above mentioned is a piece of fiction and any resemblance to any person, living or dead, if purely co-incidental & unintentional!

Mastam Mastam

deven yuuvraj....a good lookin dude..with a good looking female....and a funny 'Father in law'....2 brothers....Gyanesh (Under used in the movie) and Danny (funny choice of name..but...OVER Used)....songs put in here and there...with no logical reasoning.....

Its difficult to actually understand what was the movie made for??What was the reason??

In such grave time...economically speaking....not making this kind of flick could have save a lot of money!!!

Do not watch it!

Everythin bout the movie was weird..xcept for the company :)

A long time ago....

A long time ago there lived this girl...who dreamt of nymphs and elves....of fairies and the magic wands....

A long time 'after'....she still lives there...hoping for the magic wand to spin its magic...and get back the things which seem to be losing track!

A Quick Birthday Note..

It was good....nice.....great...fantastic..............I loved it........m still loving it....... :):):):)
It truely was a 'Happy Birthday to me' kinda feeling......and the feeling's just growing!! :)

Phir Dekhiye...

There always are those few songs..which touch that 1 special cord....well in my case...there always are many ;-)..But these days..out of the so many songs that are playing on my mind right now...I think it is 'Phir Dekhiye' from Rock On....It is..I don't might not be for many, but for me an inspirational number! Excellent lyrics....
"Annkhon mein jiske, koi to khwaab hai
khush hai wahi jo, thoda betaab hai...
Zindagi mein koi, aarzu kijiye..
Phir dekhiye"
I think the lyrics are 1 of the best ever for Javed Akhtar....Really cool! That Gulzar 'dust' does wipe off a bit..here n there... :)

Friday!

It is just a regular Friday that we all tend to have...a regular 'don't feel like working' feeling settled in...right from the day start.....everything is just soo soo Frida'ish'...but it still is different!!! And I am loving the difference!! :)

Songs...1990s

Just listening to radio gold..or whatever they call it, in the frequency terms- 106....there's this show running right now...which plays some really 'hip & happening' songs...'Aapki Farmaish' kinds...and its really funny the kind of songs people want to listen to, in this day and age..

Its not that I have not been a part of that brigade, which really 'loved' these songs in times they were released...though I don't really remember it too well how I reacted when they were 1st aired...but am sure I must've enjoyed listening to them...cause I know I surely did..after all we were not always in 2000s...

Actually come to think of it..there are not many songs..rather the kind of music that you listen to...that clings on to you...its very rare that a song that you really like today..might be topping your charts, probably 20years down the line as well....it is all so time bound! Everythin is actually so time bound, this is the reality!

Though there are so many songs..say from the 60s, 70s or even the 50s genre which I absolutely love...something happened in the 90s I guess..esp. the early 90s..to the quality of music..for sure....the songs that were made then...who listens to them now???? I mean really who does..except for a few stray songs here and there,....they all were so..cheesy!

I wonder how many really agree with me here...but I think..I really think..that was the worst phase of our music and 'fashion' industry....we talk bout the fashion industry later though ;)

Tick Tock Tick Tock....

It has been the longest day of my life...or so it feels......its like...how easily you let something just add on to your life and then when you..somehow..due to some reasons...not get it..for sonetime...the hands of that wall clock seem to be dragging on...terribly slow they are...

It has been such a long day......and even now the day does not seem to end...its just dragging on...I really cant wait any longer..it seems...I should'nt be so impatient, I know...but....somethings you just can't help.......

The Saturday 'day' fever!

Weekends have never  been too exciting..we can negate the 'too' as well...weekends have  never been exciting, though had a fantastic weekend last time...but still...whatever be the case...its been an absolutely boring saturaday so far...

No fun no excitement..nothing to do....dont even feel like 'acting lazy'..though those who know me would definitely know I am 'lazy' from the word go..and somehow i've just managed to rhyme....even though I thought doing so takes time...and I think this blog needs to end right here..or else...well....it already is a disaster..don't know what will happen if I continue..

The bottom line is..I am bored..I am bugged...

Traveller...

I think I have just realised that one of my favourite 'stress buster' activity of sorts, the other being shopping ;-), is travelling!!

I think I love travelling..though there are loads of places that I HAVE to visit...but still it all started well...probably cause of a lot of 'independece' of sorts that you get once you plunge into the 'earning' world, but that's how it is! Come to think of it, last 1 year or so has been filled with quite a few 'weekend getaways' of sorts..and thinking about them really pleases me a lot.... :)

So lets see....Jaipur...Mussoorie....Leh...Amritsar...Hyderabad...Vaishno Devi (Jammu)...I don't think i've missed out on any place here...so its like...12 months 6 places...that aint too bad, right?? But there still are soooo many places to see....and at present my wishlist has Khajuraho, Dharamshala, Dalhousie, Vaishno Devi (Again), B'lore, Pune, Kerela (The last three definitely not in the weekend category)...topping the charts!

Hopefully this year (Sept 2008-Sept 2009), would have them added on to my 'places visited' list along with a few more here and there!!

Bonjour! :-p

Kite Runner...

A fantastically written book this is.....Surely the 1st thought that comes to my mind! Even though took me ages to 'finally' read the book....but the time spent was all worth it!

It is ironical how, the writers, somehow just can manage to put in words the right thoughts at the right time in the 'rightest' manner (Not a dictionary reference here!). But this is the truth!

Reading Amir's account of his 'old' and 'new' days...his account of the web of relationships that he had spun around himself..his 'relationship with the relationships'...everything...comes across as so very normal and so very 'you'!

I guess we all, at one point or the other, end up feeling all dazed. We all have our secrets...we all have a way of dealing with them..we all have our share of 'back-stabbings', whichever side of the 'back' we might be on....we all, at one point or the other, have made decisions...decisions to move on.....

A beautiful book....so simple yet so moving!! Surely a Must Read!

The indecisive me!

I used to think I am a Libran to the core...Even though I do feel the same, still, but somehow the belief seems to have been challenged...A libran to the core would mean living upto the 'balance' symbol in the least. But that somehow does not always happen..Believe me its tough, to strike that balance, am not even competing for the 'perfect balance' here!

But yes 1 thing that does make me a perfect Libran- my indecisive nature! And no one can beat me at that! I think this is one, probably the only one these days, that I carry with myself, in the most perfect manner as can be!

To be or not to be.....just added it in the end, to add that 'just like this' feel!!